Death Whispered a Lullaby!

by stupendous man

With a heavy breath of vodka and stains of smoke
Crushed papers lying all around my weakened knees
As I try to write away my pain, still unrepressed
Growing over me, helping me through these lonely nights
To feel something, maybe a strong desire for intimacy
To bring some warmth to my heart in this freezing hour
Yet I try to save myself from caving in to these fantasies
The emotions in life which I know I can never feel
For my senses have been mutilated and my eyes run dry
I have aged beyond my years I have had enough!