The Ballads of a Stranded Soul

Of the lies I've been told or said "Time will heal" is the gravest of them all!

Month: July, 2012

Drifting Away!

I feed my soul with your every smile
My emotions rise with your thoughts
My heart consumed by your obsession
As my world is painted in your art
All I ask of you is take my hand
And lead me into the morning light
For the moment you hold me in you
I know I’m drifting away to a place
Where my worries are far behind me
And I can forever stare into your face
I could sing these praises forever
Countless aria describing your beauty
But I would only despise myself
Telling the world less than what I see
I cannot portray your true nature
I doubt if anyone else can succeed
To write about your mighty heart
Your crystal smile and radiant beauty!

 

Smooth Descent To Reality!

As I climb the stairway to the stars into the night
I hold my hands out reach them and take me inside
To your sanctuary the abode of peace and tranquility
And sing to me a serenade as you put me to sleep
You came from a dream and released me from the dark
Breaking these chains of agony and shackles of doubt
Your laughter draws me in a smooth descent to reality
I’ll wrap myself in solitude as you’re far away from me
Like the sun, wind and the rain my love’ll forever remain
It is true for time is slowly drawing away my essence
I may lose my strength but not my love over the years
I ain’t the one to tell what your future should look like
But its a future I wont give up without putting up a fight
Once again I look upto the skies and cast my hopes
Catch them while you’re up there and hold me close!

 

Tonight I Envy On Every Soul!

With the first break of dawn
Or when the sun sets at dusk
I picture your face in my mind
Stuck in an endless space and time
Mirrors deceive me everyday
My reflection is cast away
These are the strangest times
For every moment filled with bliss
It’s all true I can never lie about this
Your magnificence adorns the sky
Your beauty draws my sight
Blind to the world around me
I happen to trip nd fall so easily
I long to hear that gentle sound
Of you whispering in my ears
Assuring that you’re always around
Hovering about me like a butterfly
Though not in flesh but spirit and mind
Tonight I envy on every soul
That has known you longer than mine!

 

A Silent Street!

As your walking down
A silent street,
Turning down
Every glance you meet
From a desperate guy
Frantically in love
Can I be that guy
Who can make the angel sigh
Hold my love high for me
As I walk down that street
I don’t wanna look down
I know it’s a ragged road
I may trip and fall
But I will rise again
for you my love
I never talk in riddles
It’s all in your mind
You can only read
What you want to read
I only hope someday
You read it as I meant to say!

Now and Forever!

You are a drug I just cannot quit, an analgesic for my agonies
I know you are not in love yet but will you please hold on to me
I’m feeling half alive but someday you will join me and set me free
To live by your side and to fade in your arms unregretting, peacefully
I admit my dire need so shamelessly to hear your voice to put me to sleep
Every song you sing to me is just stuck on repeat, my femme petite
I am torn between my destiny to fall in love with you so helplessly
And to travel far to search my soul one that wouldn’t dare to make you weep
I want to tell you all the things I never said about the way you make me feel
Ragged and bruised over the years, I feel no pain when you’re next to me
Ambitious about us, I fill my life with the deepest hopes, more than a fantasy
I was born to tell you I was meant to love you but I never knew how
Please forgive me,  for you can see right thro’ me, but I’m loving every minute of this
Take me with you, I will never let you down and I will love you till eternal bliss!

 

A Lost Kingdom!

With a smile so sweet, you make the world grovel on its knees
Seas would rise to catch your glimpse and to just wash your feet
Mornings would never be the same for those who watch you go
Fear retracts its hold on those who you lay your warm touch on
With the eyes like those even the skies turn dark and begin to fall
And these honest words don’t do a fair job to limn your delicate self
Unjustified and ridden with guilt and incompetence I just wanna hide
For I may have ruled the world in my head, as a tyranny, as a king
But my kingdom is gone, captured and altered drawn in your image
A much better place than it used to be, where happiness lives forever!

 

 

 

Give Me A Sign!

Another day comes to end, breeding new doubts and filling my head
Will you ever listen to me or will you just turn away and leave me to die
The moon, as omnious as it can ever be, lurking among the clouds
I can feel my fear as it suffocates me and I wonder if I can stay alive
For I’m so cold, screaming on the inside turning frail and withering
Wounded broken I didn’t ever want to see it come as close to this
Shelter my love, clear my conscience and help me find your face again
I’m restless, raring, unsatiaited with greed, hopeless as I’m yearning to see,
What awaits at the end of all this, at the end of the road for you and me
Will you carry my soul into heaven’s arms or will you just light the way and let me go
Beyond this point I have nothing to give, nothing that would make you believe
I’m fighting for every breath, my lungs filled with smoke from the depths of hell
I ask of you to break my fall to heal my scars and show me what it is to be loved
Just give me a sign, resurrect me before its too late, before I can’t fell anything!

 

You Are The Reason I Believe!

With a smile so sweet, you know to make the world grovel on its knees
Seas would rise high to catch your glimpse to wash your feet, your skin
Mornings would never be the same for those who watch you pass by them
For fear retracts its vicious hold on those who you lay your warm touch on
With the eyes like those even the azure skies turn dark and begin to fall
And these honest words seldom do a fair job to limn your delicate self
I may have ruled the world in my head for long, as a tyranny, as a king
But my kingdom is gone, captured and altered ,drawn in your image
Another supplication to hear me out, I heard your words and thought about
I don’t know if you will hear this song the way I want to sing it out to you
The way I want you to be sure, I won’t be the one to disappoint you anymore
I know you have heard it, not once but twice but I’m saying it once again,
You are the reason I believe, embodiment of my faith, the reason I still live
You let the world go around and shake my ground and throw me everywhere
Two years are much as anyone say, but not long enough to take you away
For your love is a race I intend to win, to run to you while I am still breathing
I truly believe in you and me, I cannot live this moment as it seems to be
I can never give up on you easily, I break down searching for a world unseen
I want to be your chosen one, raise me from my doubts and let it be gone
I will fight my fate over time and space in every way to dance with you again!

 

 

 

 

Listen!

For every word I speak
I keep repeating your name
Your love , your ways,
Leaves me stuck in a haze
I thirst longer everyday
To quench my soul with you
Forgive my rotten luck,
And the annoying rhythm
From my heart that’s beating
Will you stand and listen
If I said this wretched life
Was your’s from the beginning
To give it a new lease
To instill in me a new meaning
I’m exploding, I’m going crazy
Yearning inside
To be safe with you tonight
You’re the reason I smile
And for the teardrops in my eyes
Chaos rules my head
When everything is calm at rest
Please hear me out
Before I forget that I’m still alive
Listen to my love
So a peaceful death I shall die!

 

Give Me A Sign!

Another day comes to end, breeding new doubts and filling my head
Will you ever listen to me or will you just turn away and leave me to die
The moon, as ominous as it can ever be, lurking among the clouds
I can feel my fear as it suffocates me and I wonder if I can stay alive
For I’m so cold, screaming on the inside turning frail and withering
Wounded broken I didn’t ever want to see it come as close to this
Shelter my love, clear my conscience and help me find your face again
I’m restless, raring, unsatiated with greed, hopeless as I’m yearning to see,
What awaits at the end of all this, at the end of the road for you and me
Will you carry my soul into heaven’s arms or will you just light the way and let me go
Beyond this point I have nothing to give, nothing that would make you believe
I’m fighting for every breath, my lungs filled with smoke from the depths of hell
I ask of you to break my fall to heal my scars and show me what it is to be loved
Just give me a sign, resurrect me before it’s too late, before I can’t feel anything!